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Teddy Roosevelt
- "It is not the critic who counts: not the man
who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of
deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is
actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and
blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and
again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming,
but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who
spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in
the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if
he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his
place shall never be with
those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat."
- "Citizenship in a Republic,"
- Speech at the Sorbonne, Paris, April 23, 1910
It came to this: The man both
praised and reviled as one of the loudest and least politically
correct talk-show hosts in the country thought Mecklenburg County
commissioner Bill James was over the top.
Sean Hannity, the more
conservative half of the Hannity & Colmes host duo, called James'
recent remarks about urban blacks "callous, harsh, unfair and
insensitive."
James looked surprised.
Hannity challenged him to apologize; James held his ground. In the
days after, James said he felt he had held his own and brought
national attention to his issue.
James has stirred untold
controversies during his political career. But the past several
weeks have been different. Since he sent a widely distributed e-mail
saying urban blacks "live in a moral sewer," even members of his own
party have denounced him for applying his moral framework to a web
of social ills outside his own experience. Now he's starting his
fifth term as an isolated member of a political minority.
But
James -- and those who know him well -- say his political
pronouncements are defined by a belief in moral absolutes, combined
with an accountant's inclination to see things in black and white,
with little gray.
And one friend says James --
who has a progressive liver disease and will likely eventually need
a transplant -- is impatient to make a difference in the lives of
those he sees as less fortunate while his health allows.
"The word that I want to
communicate is, Bill grieves on a lot of levels," said Catherine
Plough, a family friend. "He grieves on behalf of people." Problems
in the inner city, Plough said, "is something he desperately wants
to address."
James' wife, Julie, says James
is a "lightning rod" because, unlike other politicians, he refuses
to tailor his beliefs to what others want to hear.
"
He is always forthright and he
is always honest," Julie James said, adding later, "I'd want people
to know the true Bill James and not who the press and media have
portrayed him to be."
James, 48, said he isn't that
worried about what people think of him, or whether some call him a
racist, as long as they listen when he tries to draw attention to
problems he considers urgent.
"If you do the job of a
politician properly, you are going to get bloodied," James said,
referring to a quote by Theodore Roosevelt. "You are going to get
beat up."
Devoted to family
James, a self-described
conservative Republican, takes pride in his bruises. He has
represented southeastern Mecklenburg on the county board since
1996.The son of an engineer and a schoolteacher, he moved often as a
child. Home base, he says, was with his grandparents in Lexington,
Ky., in the family home where he spent his summers.
It is those months with older
relatives that James says sparked his interest in family history and
genealogy, along with a curiosity about times of yore that dovetails
nicely with his interest in classic cars. He frequently cites
ancestors who were activists for civil rights and sprinkles
discussions with bits of family history.
He and Julie James both say
they view his political life as a continuation of a family tradition
of public service. One difference: James says his family's habit of
choosing sides and holding heated debates around the dinner table
initially shocked his more reserved wife.
Those dinner debates, he says,
still shape his style today. He is not afraid to use strong words,
and he doesn't compromise.
He also expects others to be
as engaged in a topic as he is; he's known for sending frequent
polemics to an e-mail list of about 1,300 people.
He is prone to quoting
intellectuals and statesmen on both sides of the aisle, citing
statistics and data that he often seems to pull from memory and
referring to biblical absolutes.
James said he has watched
people he is close to "wrestle with demons," although -- in a move
that is rare for him -- refrained from giving details. Watching
that, he says, taught him that "the best way to avoid sin is to flee
from it."
James does not drink, and he
declines to be alone in a room with a woman he is not related to,
rules he says keep him from the appearance and temptation of sin.
What he has learned from
life's trials, he says, is that "God answered prayer, that he is
real and can change people's lives at the point where you don't
think it can ever get any better ... you can't take responsibility
for your own actions if you are constantly blaming your actions on
someone else. You can't blame it on saying well, it's a disease. You
can't blame it on 400 years of oppression. You can't blame it on
some guy you've never met. If you screw up, you have to make that
right."
James acknowledges the irony
of his liver disease. "No one knows what causes it, but as I often
joke with my family, I am the only person who has evidence of a
debauched life without engaging in the debauchery," he said.
Defined by moral
issues
Both the people who like James
and those who don't agree his ideas about morality define him.
Joel Carter, a former county
commissioner who was also part of the "Gang of Five" -- a group of
commissioners who cut money to arts groups in 1997 over moral issues
-- said James "was someone I had to keep in line."
Carter said James was too
quick to give county dollars to public schools, for instance.
"If it's a perceived
conservative issue and it had to do with morality, I didn't have to
say anything," Carter said. "He does not waver with his politics
from that. That is quite admirable. ... In his fiscal conservatism,
he had to be taught and brought along."
James' best friend on the
current board, Democrat Norman Mitchell, said his friend sometimes
uses his insistence on defining everything in moral terms as an
"out" to avoid compromise.
"He's going to hide behind the
morality piece," Mitchell predicted. "You can't legislate morality
and he knows he's not going to get any support for that, and that's
his out."
As the furor raged after James
made the "moral sewer" comment in an e-mail about problems in
schools, Mitchell refrained from publicly blasting his friend, even
as members of James' own party said he had gone too far.
The two men often talk several
times a day by phone, both said, and have asked board chairmen to
seat them next to each other. They bond over cars and describe long,
rambling conversations about family and public policy.
But Mitchell, an African
American who represents an urban district, said he told James he
painted with too broad a brush this time.
"I've said, Bill, you have got
to understand that the things you have been saying and the actions
you have been taking over the years, it makes him look like a
racist," Mitchell said.
Mitchell said he was angry
enough to stop talking to James for almost a week during the moral
sewer flap, although he later called to mend the breach.
But Mitchell also says people
think worse of James than he deserves, and his friend is too often
demonized for actions by other politicians happy to let James take
the heat.
James says he has apologized
for not choosing his words more carefully. But in the same breath,
he defends what he said.
"I'm the first to admit that
there's always a better way to say it," he says. "However, in the
end, the thing that we keep coming back to is, are we right about
the facts and are we right to do something about it?"
Later, he added, "Whether
people agree with my style or not, it's that I don't want to just
sit up there and do nothing. I want to at least move the debate
forward and try and solve something while I'm there."
Asked
to soften approach
James won another two-year
term in November, so he has at least that long to "move the debate
forward." But although board members have agreed to examine some of
his issues, all eight of his colleagues -- across both parties --
have said they would prefer he find other ways to bring things to
their attention.
At their annual planning
retreat last week, board members -- one by one -- asked James to
conduct himself with more civility.
"It's sort of, everything you
need to know you learned in nursery school, or, what was that
saying?" asked Dan Bishop, a Republican newly elected in November.
"Kindergarten? If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say
anything at all."
Board Chairman Parks Helms, a
Democrat, told James "to distinguish between engaging in debate and
preaching a sermon."
Still, after the discussion
ended , James said he didn't feel isolated on the board and thought
his language had brought the board "kicking and screaming" to the
table to deal with his issues when gentler words had failed.
"Pushing the edge of the
envelope," he said, "is doing good if you have a noble cause." |